Monday, January 19, 2009
I've never felt anything like this before. It feels so unusual, so weird.. so different.
How can something so wrong feel so right? How can something that hurts you keep you coming back for more? How can a person still love someone if the person they love don't love them back?
And at the same time,
How can you throw away something was meant to last? How can you throw away someone who loves you and was always there? Just how many mistakes do you have to make to realize you were wrong?
What if the biggest mistakes you made are the ones that are gonna get you to go forward in life? And you just didn't realize it at the time that it was there but now you know that life isn't worth living without it there?
And what if you had another chance to bring it back? Or what about a chance to go back in time and change every little regret and every little mistake that you did? What would you do?
Well, obviously, there's a reason for every little thing we did and do. There's a reason why we had to do it, why we did it, why we had to let it go.
But then in the end, you suffer. For what? For the lost of something you tried to save.
That's one mistake I made.. prolly the biggest mistake I'll ever make.
